omg what did i do

ever did something stupid before
something stupid that we hated
we always see other people doing it
we'll be thinking what the hell is that guy doing
why did that person did such a stupid brainless thing
but somehow we did that stupid thing we loathe so much
right after that
maybe we won't even notice it
or if we realized we just did that
we just did that fcuking stupid thing
the first thing that goes in the head is that
how could we possibly did that
how could we do something that is so fcuking brainless
when we know is fcuking brainless
we disgust it when other people does it
we might go
why
it is so not us
should we hate ourselves for that
or should we think that
yes we just did that
and maybe we just try our best to avoid doing it next time
whadabout whadabout

status:unemployed

watched a few movies that i downloaded when i got nothing to do
some of them were downloaded because i was too free
thinking they will come in handy when i move to the new place without internet
instead i finish them while i was still at the old place
while most of my friends were already working
i was watching priceless
i thought it was another american movie with all the nude stuff
but it was a french movie
not much nude
a love story
the power of love
interesting story
there is this lady who looks for wealthy man
no matter old or young
handsome or ugly
she stays with the rich man
that is what she do for a living
enjoying expensive gifts from them
louis vuitton gucci prada versace
you name it
then she met a guy who is exactly the opposite
a waiter in a hotel
she thought he was another rich guy
so she went for it when her partner was sleeping
somehow her partner saw her with the guy
her partner cancel her credit card and left her
and she was left with nothing
she then went back to the waiter
thinking that she will still enjoy the life she wanted
but found out that he is just a waiter
uh oh
what to do
she left with disappointment
the waiter was in love with her already
using all his savings and everything he has to buy what she want
in the end he got nothing left
he knows that he is going to end up broke but still he did it
i do believe there are still guys out there
but is like looking for a needle in a haystack
let me know if anyone find one
haha
the movie doesn't end there
but you guys should watch it yourself
see what happen next
the other movie was he's not that into you
very interesting topic
i like the part when jennifer aniston needs help the most
and ben affleck came to her rescue
is not like doing superhero stuff
but just simply by
buying food for her sick father
cleaning the dishes
and other small stuff
very touching scene
yup
movies all the way while everyone is already getting their first paycheck
whadabout my paycheck

sort of graduation trip

went to

bukit merah

cameroon highlands

gua tempurung

even though my hometown is just 10 minutes away from bukit merah

still it is my first time visiting the water park

lame water park i guess

the water looks dirty

except for the part where they have a big big v shape slide

we have to climb up 2 or 3 floors and sit on a donut shape tube

and slide down

once i reach the top

i went down again

because when i look down from the top

i can't even see the surface of the slide

damn spooky

moreover i have a little acrophobia

those who were waiting at the bottom were wondering why i came down again

haha

after that few girls went up and came down through the slide

screaming like hell while they were at it

in the end everyone came down through the slide but me

the only one who came down using the stairs we use to go up

haha

damn embarrassing

so i went up again

"bang kejap slide sampai tengah akan terbalik ar...i takut le"

"selamat punya jangan takut"

"i belum ready jangan tolak dulu"

"ok ready dah"

"satu dua..."

wooOOOOooooo

yeah

i fcuking did it

i felt like i was going to flip over

damn

thanks to my mr.belly

he save the day

haha

after baking ourselves in the sun for a few hours we were on our way to cameroon

the best part of the whole trip is when we play cards and drink booze

when most of us getting blur we were shouting at each other

because we thought we were talking in a normal volume

haha

until the security guard came and warn us to lower down our voice

i was going around taking off people's pants

one of the victim did not wear his underwear

ops haha

on the last day we went to gua tempurung

felt like an old man when i was climbing the stairs

even though there are nothing much to do during the trip

the company of a bunch of crazy friends kept the whole trip fun

i'm going to miss them

i wonder when we'll meet again

a whadabout trip

a bunch of nitwits

my way of saying cheese

smells like...

shit...

crazy bunch

group of posers

lp and my butt

us

u know i know la...haha

little celebration

went out for a little celebration in the middle of the night
somewhere in ttdi plaza
had some booze
did played a silly game
those who lose have to pose for the camera
in a ugly way i guess
haha
did not post some of it because some are too ugly
hehe

the cutest face i've ever seen

japanese thief cool

first time seeing him with that pose haha

people in the next table were looking...damn

they got away with it...ish

this lucky guy got away with it too

thats right...little celebration

thanks for the little celebration guys
never did celebrate like this before
whadabout that
and thanks for the wishes from everyone

inventor vs innovator

who is the best

who is the most outstanding

who is the most creative

who deserve people's respect the most

without the inventor there will be no innovator

without the innovator the invention of an inventor will always remain with their basic functions

it is just like the egg and chicken theory

which one existed first

for example the bell invented telephone

but someone make it into something better

and another person created the mobile phone

so do you say the person who create mobile phone is inferior to bell

because without bell there won't even be a telephone for that person to modify it into mobile phone

or you say he lack of creativeness because he used some one's creation and upgraded it into his own invention and calling it his invention

so is his invention original

some people have the talent to create new

some people have the talent to recreate from the new

there is no way of saying who is less creative who is more creative

better things are created because of these two

some people do not know how to start a thing does not mean they do not know a thing

he just need some starter to get the feel of the thing

some people do know how to start a thing does not mean they know how to continue the thing

he just have the idea of making new things

that is what i think

whadabout that

a lot of times we tend to think that somebody is good in something

until we praise and worship what the person can do

in the end getting disappointed when we learn the truth

and saying that somebody is just an ordinary person or even worse than ordinary

but the thing is that the person was that person all along

just that we put our hopes too high and when we fall we blame it on that somebody

instead of ourselves

stress izit

rushing for assignments
so have to stay up whole night
then went to mcD in the middle of the night
to get a deluxe
while i was waiting for the guy to get my fries
a fat guy complain that the fries that guy gave us was not a large size
so he ask me to tell the guy to give us more
but i'm satisfied with the amount he gave
sometimes they just acted like they added more
so i didn't request for more
but something funny cross my mine
what if i were a girl
sexy
pretty
wearing a v neck shirt
deep deep deep cleavage
speaking in a flirty way
bang i nak tambah fries boleh tak
while talking to the guy try to bend a little bit
you know what i mean
haha
while this cross my mind i acted the whole scene to my friends
of course the guy wasn't there at that time
then i was telling them
being a female might make your life much easier
and of course
i know the ladies will say being guys can make your life much easier
so i told them what if i can change my gender whenever i want
cool
then they go
eeeee
saying that i'm going to change my sex in the future
because i feel like being a girl and stuff
saying that i will have my dick cut out
and making a hole
haha
i wonder if what they say will come true
spooky
whadabout that
too stress lately maybe
haha

reading msn pm as pass time

maybe i got nothing else better to do
every time i feel bored
i will open my msn window and look at the list of contacts
reading peoples' pm from top to the end of the list see what people have to say
and being busybody
haha
lately there are some that complain about fyp
stupid fyp
fcuk fyp
why do fyp
i kind of agree actually
haha
some advertise their blog
some put quotes from famous movies
some say the world is so unfair
some saying goodbye to laughing哥
some say 一个人不孤单, 想一个人才孤单
true also
some tells us what they are doing
some tells us what they are not doing
some put encouraging words
there are many kinds of pm
sometimes you can learn from these personal messages
knowing what your friends doing without asking
maybe this is one of my ways to catch up with my friends
but of course is not a complete way
just glad that they invented this kind of function
to keep me not so bored i guess
but mostly after reading all of it i do still feel bored
haha
whadabout that

it's been a while

this is the time i should be sleeping
there is a midterm exam later
but a monkey came in and wake me up
trying to keep me awake just because he can't sleep
so that is why i'm typing this post now
before i was disturbed by the monkey
i was trying to sleep
and before i was trying to sleep i was lying on my bed
holding on to my notes that i planned to study
but i didn't
i was having my day dreaming session again
it's been a while since i had this session
fyp and assignments somehow kept me busy
can't really relax and have a peace of mind with these things buzzing around in my head
finally got a chance
felt kind of relax
even though i should be preparing for my midterm
so while i was day dreaming a lot of things came to my mind
family
friends i make in kl
hometown friends
i miss being around my hometown friends
i wanted to meet up and catch up with their lives and stuff
but somehow i was a little too lazy to do it
i don't know why
and i wonder if there will be a day i'll be missing these bunch of monkeys i met in utar
this day dreaming session somehow makes me feel comfortable and safe
because is the time when i try to think ahead
what will happen next and what should i do then
there are times
when you know you worry about a thing too much
but you still do worry about it
so that you'll feel good worrying about it
does that make any sense to you
haha
looking at my 小贝龙 now
crawling here and there looking for food
but i doubt she can find any
because i don't have anymore worms for her

pity her
whadabout we look forward to more day dreaming session

meaningless flash

passed up my flash assignment last friday
it was a last minute work
we were suppose to do an animation about ourselves
using a 30 second animation to describe ourselves
got a few ideas from a friend and somehow manage to complete it in time
when i did my presentation by just showing my animation
i doubt that people understand what i'm trying to say in my animation
because i'm not even sure myself
haha
then the tutor ask me to explain
so i told her
because i like to eat fries so i use fries in the animation
and i like to tell ghost stories
but actually i don't like ghost stories myself
and i like to fart too
not that i like but sometimes i do fart
you know
like normal people do
whadabout i share with you my stupid animation
haha
enjoy
and turn on your speaker

changes

things changed

old people get older

too weak to come for reunion

old old people pass away

families stop visiting where old old people stayed

which means seeing less of my far far cousins

less red packets too

haha

but babies were born

babies grow up

running around the hall

making a lot of noise

sort of making the place merrier

but somehow i miss the days when i'm the one making the noise

great grandmother was still there

to receive red packet from her

grandpa were still strong

when he is still able to give us rm20 every time we sees him

and we'll say 免啦 免啦

but in the end we'll still accept it

haha

miss the familiar atmosphere when i was a kid

where everyone were still close

i felt everyone sort of drifted apart

less meetings maybe

or maybe i'm the one that is far apart

back in my hometown i always bump into my far far cousins

the ones where you know he or she is the child of your related uncle or something

but you did not even speak to them before

then i'll be pointing at that person and tell my friends that is my far far cousin

or say that is my 自己人

then my friends will go saying that i have a lot of 自己人hor

haha

because i have a big family and most of them are still in taiping

lets change topic

i was thinking about couples

when the guy is going some where to get something

the some where might be a dark alley or a dangerous place

the guy will ask the girl to stay some where safe and wait for him to come back

as a guy i will do this because what if there are bad guys coming out of no where

try to attack me then i can run or do whatever i like without worrying my partner will get hurt

or maybe being use as a hostage to threatened me or even do awful things to her while all i can do is stand there and do nothing because they got a knife at my throat

i don't want that to happen

i rather die alone without her getting hurt

but girls thinks differently

they want to follow the guy together

i don't mean that they are a burden or anything

but all i wanted was her staying safe

whadabout girls

do girls think like that

why har

there is one thing that still stays the same

which is my fyp

still in chapter one

damn