yamcha

finish watching another hongkong drama
damn
i'm so free and bored
yamcha every night
until i feel that yamcha is so damn boring
those who are working already will kill me for saying that i think
haha
there was once when i went yamcha with a maniac
the yamcha started from dinner until the next morning
changing places after every few hours
then ends with dim sum for breakfast
we do have fun during yamcha
when we laugh until our jaw hurts
until our stomach aches
until people around us think that we are crazy
this is all because we have an entertainer with us
demonstrating how to decrease the heat in your mouth after eating a few chili padis
performing a stunt of eating tissue paper right after using it to wipe his own sweaty armpit
stepped on his own vomit with his bare feet walking around like nobody business
the funny part wasn't really the disgusting stunt
but the expressions of his victims
priceless
haha
these are the entertainment we need once in awhile
especially those who are already working
to release some stress i guess
haha
but of course not too often
or we'll go crazy like the stuntman
whadabout another round of yamcha
i'll be glad to invite an entertainer to join us
haha

homo

i guess working at the book fest wasn't a bad idea
might be boring sometimes
but they do have a few talks from some authors
while i'm looking around for pretty girls with my eyes
i just listen to what they have to say with my ears
one of them was 欧阳文风 who wrote 酷儿千秋 同志万岁 long live the queers
before he went up to speak
he was just right beside me
but i didn't know that he was the author
i just thought he was one of the organizer
good looking guy
so i didn't care much
once he was on stage
he started talking about gay and stuff
saying he is a gay
and he is proud of it
i like him not because he is good looking or what
but knowing what he himself is talking about
defended his points well when audiences questioned them
one of the audiences tried bringing down one of his points
but ended up humiliating himself
the rest of the audiences including me clap so hard for 欧阳
this is my first time
buying a chinese book
ask the author for an autograph
took a picture with him
part of what i did was because i like what he did on stage
and the other part was that him being gay
because he reminds me of a gay friend of mine
there was a little misunderstanding between us
but it seems all went back to normal now
getting him this book is to show that our friendship is well
not trying to make things complicated
but a way of saying we are still friends
whadabout me
straight as hell

me and the dude 欧阳

the longest journey from klcc to ss2

working partime at klcc as cameraman's assistant
there is a book expo
organize by popular i think
went there by bus and lrt
nothing much to do
just follow the cameraman wherever he goes
get him things when he needs it
look after the camera when he is not around
can walk around and read some books if there is nothing to do
the transport minister datuk seri ong tee keat was there to launch the expo
after the launch
there is a little press conference
the press was surrounding the minister
then they start to ask some serious questions
out of a sudden
one of the journalist's phone goes
i know you want me want me
you know i want cha want cha
i know you want me
you know i want cha want cha
everyone was looking at him
damn funny
right after my lunch
start to feel a little dizzy
then the migraine struck me suddenly
it got worse
the headache was intense
makes me feel like puking
so i went to the toilet
walking as fast as possible
once i shut the door
there goes my bali chicken rice in the toilet bowl
stayed there for almost an hour
afraid that i might vomit again once i got out
so i waited for it to settle
went back right away
while nicholas teo was still singing
second time i'm having this
the first happened at home
considered lucky i guess
because this time i have to bear it with me
from klcc back to ss2
the walk from the convention centre to the lrt station was crazy
trying to hold the urge to vomit along the way
acting normal so that people won't think that have h1n1
haha
when i was in the lrt
the air condition wasn't helping me
i was shivering
headache
feeling nauseating
felt like getting off the train every time it stops
to use the toilet
but some how manage to hold on to it
planned to take the bus
but not sure that i can hold on any longer so i took the cab
"a cik ss2"
while the cab started to move
i took out a plastic bag
started to puke
not much to puke anymore
cause most of it was in klcc already
haha
sitting right at the corner
avoiding the driver's rear mirror
so that he can't see what i was doing in his car
afraid that he might kick me out thinking i was having swine flu
"ss2 mana"
i was puking half way while he ask
with a little vomit in my mouth
"bor grroonng sga ngra"
"mana"
"pbor gkong"
which i meant poh kong
haha
at last i make it back home
got some rest
feeling much better
going back there tomorrow again
for 10 days straight
hopefully tomorrow i won't go vomiting again
a whadabout day
with a stupid whadabout migraine

lasam

we are lucky to have resources
but one day the resources will go dry
we are damn unlucky to have greedy baby-kissers
but when will be the day they stop to greed
when do we have the chance to see they stop their selfish actions
claiming what is ours as their own
enjoying what we all should be enjoying together
all by themselves
selfish thoughts
what about the future that awaits our children
and the children of their children
i doubt that they don't have the knowledge about it
they just don't give a damn about it
they tells you they are on your side
they help you in many ways
so they must be helping you
of course you will be standing on their side
hoping that they keep supporting you
giving what you need
what you want
of course there is nothing wrong with that
but are they really helping you for your sake
or for their own sake
while they are giving you a hand
are they supporting you or spoiling you
you are being used
merely a pawn to them
standing on their side
fighting for them
what they did was by giving you a little benefit
and they get to suck everything into their own pockets
guess what
they didn't even count you in
and whadabout G O D from their mouth
who gives a damn about it
do they
is about fcuking control
wake up

reality

another normal day
went to the club for dinner
then met with my uncles
drank a few rounds
went home
start to feel sleepy already
so went to bed straight away
a lot earlier than usual
after a few hours of sleep
suddenly heard my parents talking about one of my uncles' car was on fire
the car was just near our place
so dad went there to have a look
i jump out from my bed immediately
join my dad
when we were there metres away
we can see fire burning in the front part of the car
dad ask me not to go any closer
says going to check on my uncle
when i was looking at the car
there was not a clue that we'll know if the car is going to explode
the fire was huge
smokes every where
smell of burning plastics
it was totally different from what we see in the movies
where a scene with the petrol leaking
sparks coming out from some place
the sparks about to ignite the petrol
then boom
everything gone
it seems that there is still time for us to run
but just now i felt like the car was going to explode anytime
you won't know what will happen
the fire brigade came in time
even though the fire was put out
i still feel uneasy when my uncle and aunt went to take out their things
definitely even spookier
when i follow them to help out with the things
so next time when your car is on fire
get everyone out
stand a few blocks away
make the call
and watch your car burn
whadabout the stuff
our lives is more important

opportunity

back in hometown
spending some time with my parents
try to avoid living in kl
where i have to pay more for my food with my current status
haha
so yesterday i went to this crc club
to pick up my mom and dad
didn't know my dad was drinking with my uncles
so i went in to look for them
thought that we'll be leaving right away
but they ask me to join them
so i sat down and have a few drinks
then one of my uncle ask me whether i want to go to china
to work in a hotel
is sort of a family business
they wanted people who they can trust or 自己人
is a good opportunity for me to get some exposure
but we are not sure what i'll be doing there
because my uncle is not the person who is hiring
so i'm afraid that going there might slow me down from getting the experience that i need
the answer that i gave him was that i will think about it
i will take it if the job that i applied lately doesn't want me
haha
a whadabout time to look for a whadabout job

mean

confucius says 中庸
primary moral says kesederhanaan
dad says gam gam ho
a lot of times we tend to forget
don't over do something and
don't over do don't over do something
when people tell us something
believe some don't believe some
don't over believe and
don't over don't believe
when we try to present ourselves
present well
tell people how good we are
but too much will make people think that we are boasting
if we do not tell how good we are
they won't know how capable we are
when people say eat healthy
does that mean we just eat that particular food for the rest of our lives
we must eat a little bit of this and that
not too much on this or not too much on that
got an email last week warning us about tofu
tofu is a healthy food
so she have tofu every time she eats
breakfast lunch dinner
for a few years
after that she got herself some sickness
forgot what is that
honestly i think that is a very stupid mistake
that is what makes me write this post

to remind us
it is not just about tofu
but everything we do

how do we know is too much
how do we know is too little
how do we know everything is just nice
whadabout thinking too much of 中庸

omg what did i do

ever did something stupid before
something stupid that we hated
we always see other people doing it
we'll be thinking what the hell is that guy doing
why did that person did such a stupid brainless thing
but somehow we did that stupid thing we loathe so much
right after that
maybe we won't even notice it
or if we realized we just did that
we just did that fcuking stupid thing
the first thing that goes in the head is that
how could we possibly did that
how could we do something that is so fcuking brainless
when we know is fcuking brainless
we disgust it when other people does it
we might go
why
it is so not us
should we hate ourselves for that
or should we think that
yes we just did that
and maybe we just try our best to avoid doing it next time
whadabout whadabout

status:unemployed

watched a few movies that i downloaded when i got nothing to do
some of them were downloaded because i was too free
thinking they will come in handy when i move to the new place without internet
instead i finish them while i was still at the old place
while most of my friends were already working
i was watching priceless
i thought it was another american movie with all the nude stuff
but it was a french movie
not much nude
a love story
the power of love
interesting story
there is this lady who looks for wealthy man
no matter old or young
handsome or ugly
she stays with the rich man
that is what she do for a living
enjoying expensive gifts from them
louis vuitton gucci prada versace
you name it
then she met a guy who is exactly the opposite
a waiter in a hotel
she thought he was another rich guy
so she went for it when her partner was sleeping
somehow her partner saw her with the guy
her partner cancel her credit card and left her
and she was left with nothing
she then went back to the waiter
thinking that she will still enjoy the life she wanted
but found out that he is just a waiter
uh oh
what to do
she left with disappointment
the waiter was in love with her already
using all his savings and everything he has to buy what she want
in the end he got nothing left
he knows that he is going to end up broke but still he did it
i do believe there are still guys out there
but is like looking for a needle in a haystack
let me know if anyone find one
haha
the movie doesn't end there
but you guys should watch it yourself
see what happen next
the other movie was he's not that into you
very interesting topic
i like the part when jennifer aniston needs help the most
and ben affleck came to her rescue
is not like doing superhero stuff
but just simply by
buying food for her sick father
cleaning the dishes
and other small stuff
very touching scene
yup
movies all the way while everyone is already getting their first paycheck
whadabout my paycheck

sort of graduation trip

went to

bukit merah

cameroon highlands

gua tempurung

even though my hometown is just 10 minutes away from bukit merah

still it is my first time visiting the water park

lame water park i guess

the water looks dirty

except for the part where they have a big big v shape slide

we have to climb up 2 or 3 floors and sit on a donut shape tube

and slide down

once i reach the top

i went down again

because when i look down from the top

i can't even see the surface of the slide

damn spooky

moreover i have a little acrophobia

those who were waiting at the bottom were wondering why i came down again

haha

after that few girls went up and came down through the slide

screaming like hell while they were at it

in the end everyone came down through the slide but me

the only one who came down using the stairs we use to go up

haha

damn embarrassing

so i went up again

"bang kejap slide sampai tengah akan terbalik ar...i takut le"

"selamat punya jangan takut"

"i belum ready jangan tolak dulu"

"ok ready dah"

"satu dua..."

wooOOOOooooo

yeah

i fcuking did it

i felt like i was going to flip over

damn

thanks to my mr.belly

he save the day

haha

after baking ourselves in the sun for a few hours we were on our way to cameroon

the best part of the whole trip is when we play cards and drink booze

when most of us getting blur we were shouting at each other

because we thought we were talking in a normal volume

haha

until the security guard came and warn us to lower down our voice

i was going around taking off people's pants

one of the victim did not wear his underwear

ops haha

on the last day we went to gua tempurung

felt like an old man when i was climbing the stairs

even though there are nothing much to do during the trip

the company of a bunch of crazy friends kept the whole trip fun

i'm going to miss them

i wonder when we'll meet again

a whadabout trip

a bunch of nitwits

my way of saying cheese

smells like...

shit...

crazy bunch

group of posers

lp and my butt

us

u know i know la...haha