reading msn pm as pass time

maybe i got nothing else better to do
every time i feel bored
i will open my msn window and look at the list of contacts
reading peoples' pm from top to the end of the list see what people have to say
and being busybody
haha
lately there are some that complain about fyp
stupid fyp
fcuk fyp
why do fyp
i kind of agree actually
haha
some advertise their blog
some put quotes from famous movies
some say the world is so unfair
some saying goodbye to laughing哥
some say 一个人不孤单, 想一个人才孤单
true also
some tells us what they are doing
some tells us what they are not doing
some put encouraging words
there are many kinds of pm
sometimes you can learn from these personal messages
knowing what your friends doing without asking
maybe this is one of my ways to catch up with my friends
but of course is not a complete way
just glad that they invented this kind of function
to keep me not so bored i guess
but mostly after reading all of it i do still feel bored
haha
whadabout that

it's been a while

this is the time i should be sleeping
there is a midterm exam later
but a monkey came in and wake me up
trying to keep me awake just because he can't sleep
so that is why i'm typing this post now
before i was disturbed by the monkey
i was trying to sleep
and before i was trying to sleep i was lying on my bed
holding on to my notes that i planned to study
but i didn't
i was having my day dreaming session again
it's been a while since i had this session
fyp and assignments somehow kept me busy
can't really relax and have a peace of mind with these things buzzing around in my head
finally got a chance
felt kind of relax
even though i should be preparing for my midterm
so while i was day dreaming a lot of things came to my mind
family
friends i make in kl
hometown friends
i miss being around my hometown friends
i wanted to meet up and catch up with their lives and stuff
but somehow i was a little too lazy to do it
i don't know why
and i wonder if there will be a day i'll be missing these bunch of monkeys i met in utar
this day dreaming session somehow makes me feel comfortable and safe
because is the time when i try to think ahead
what will happen next and what should i do then
there are times
when you know you worry about a thing too much
but you still do worry about it
so that you'll feel good worrying about it
does that make any sense to you
haha
looking at my 小贝龙 now
crawling here and there looking for food
but i doubt she can find any
because i don't have anymore worms for her

pity her
whadabout we look forward to more day dreaming session