reality

another normal day
went to the club for dinner
then met with my uncles
drank a few rounds
went home
start to feel sleepy already
so went to bed straight away
a lot earlier than usual
after a few hours of sleep
suddenly heard my parents talking about one of my uncles' car was on fire
the car was just near our place
so dad went there to have a look
i jump out from my bed immediately
join my dad
when we were there metres away
we can see fire burning in the front part of the car
dad ask me not to go any closer
says going to check on my uncle
when i was looking at the car
there was not a clue that we'll know if the car is going to explode
the fire was huge
smokes every where
smell of burning plastics
it was totally different from what we see in the movies
where a scene with the petrol leaking
sparks coming out from some place
the sparks about to ignite the petrol
then boom
everything gone
it seems that there is still time for us to run
but just now i felt like the car was going to explode anytime
you won't know what will happen
the fire brigade came in time
even though the fire was put out
i still feel uneasy when my uncle and aunt went to take out their things
definitely even spookier
when i follow them to help out with the things
so next time when your car is on fire
get everyone out
stand a few blocks away
make the call
and watch your car burn
whadabout the stuff
our lives is more important

opportunity

back in hometown
spending some time with my parents
try to avoid living in kl
where i have to pay more for my food with my current status
haha
so yesterday i went to this crc club
to pick up my mom and dad
didn't know my dad was drinking with my uncles
so i went in to look for them
thought that we'll be leaving right away
but they ask me to join them
so i sat down and have a few drinks
then one of my uncle ask me whether i want to go to china
to work in a hotel
is sort of a family business
they wanted people who they can trust or 自己人
is a good opportunity for me to get some exposure
but we are not sure what i'll be doing there
because my uncle is not the person who is hiring
so i'm afraid that going there might slow me down from getting the experience that i need
the answer that i gave him was that i will think about it
i will take it if the job that i applied lately doesn't want me
haha
a whadabout time to look for a whadabout job

mean

confucius says 中庸
primary moral says kesederhanaan
dad says gam gam ho
a lot of times we tend to forget
don't over do something and
don't over do don't over do something
when people tell us something
believe some don't believe some
don't over believe and
don't over don't believe
when we try to present ourselves
present well
tell people how good we are
but too much will make people think that we are boasting
if we do not tell how good we are
they won't know how capable we are
when people say eat healthy
does that mean we just eat that particular food for the rest of our lives
we must eat a little bit of this and that
not too much on this or not too much on that
got an email last week warning us about tofu
tofu is a healthy food
so she have tofu every time she eats
breakfast lunch dinner
for a few years
after that she got herself some sickness
forgot what is that
honestly i think that is a very stupid mistake
that is what makes me write this post

to remind us
it is not just about tofu
but everything we do

how do we know is too much
how do we know is too little
how do we know everything is just nice
whadabout thinking too much of 中庸

omg what did i do

ever did something stupid before
something stupid that we hated
we always see other people doing it
we'll be thinking what the hell is that guy doing
why did that person did such a stupid brainless thing
but somehow we did that stupid thing we loathe so much
right after that
maybe we won't even notice it
or if we realized we just did that
we just did that fcuking stupid thing
the first thing that goes in the head is that
how could we possibly did that
how could we do something that is so fcuking brainless
when we know is fcuking brainless
we disgust it when other people does it
we might go
why
it is so not us
should we hate ourselves for that
or should we think that
yes we just did that
and maybe we just try our best to avoid doing it next time
whadabout whadabout

status:unemployed

watched a few movies that i downloaded when i got nothing to do
some of them were downloaded because i was too free
thinking they will come in handy when i move to the new place without internet
instead i finish them while i was still at the old place
while most of my friends were already working
i was watching priceless
i thought it was another american movie with all the nude stuff
but it was a french movie
not much nude
a love story
the power of love
interesting story
there is this lady who looks for wealthy man
no matter old or young
handsome or ugly
she stays with the rich man
that is what she do for a living
enjoying expensive gifts from them
louis vuitton gucci prada versace
you name it
then she met a guy who is exactly the opposite
a waiter in a hotel
she thought he was another rich guy
so she went for it when her partner was sleeping
somehow her partner saw her with the guy
her partner cancel her credit card and left her
and she was left with nothing
she then went back to the waiter
thinking that she will still enjoy the life she wanted
but found out that he is just a waiter
uh oh
what to do
she left with disappointment
the waiter was in love with her already
using all his savings and everything he has to buy what she want
in the end he got nothing left
he knows that he is going to end up broke but still he did it
i do believe there are still guys out there
but is like looking for a needle in a haystack
let me know if anyone find one
haha
the movie doesn't end there
but you guys should watch it yourself
see what happen next
the other movie was he's not that into you
very interesting topic
i like the part when jennifer aniston needs help the most
and ben affleck came to her rescue
is not like doing superhero stuff
but just simply by
buying food for her sick father
cleaning the dishes
and other small stuff
very touching scene
yup
movies all the way while everyone is already getting their first paycheck
whadabout my paycheck