homo

i guess working at the book fest wasn't a bad idea
might be boring sometimes
but they do have a few talks from some authors
while i'm looking around for pretty girls with my eyes
i just listen to what they have to say with my ears
one of them was 欧阳文风 who wrote 酷儿千秋 同志万岁 long live the queers
before he went up to speak
he was just right beside me
but i didn't know that he was the author
i just thought he was one of the organizer
good looking guy
so i didn't care much
once he was on stage
he started talking about gay and stuff
saying he is a gay
and he is proud of it
i like him not because he is good looking or what
but knowing what he himself is talking about
defended his points well when audiences questioned them
one of the audiences tried bringing down one of his points
but ended up humiliating himself
the rest of the audiences including me clap so hard for 欧阳
this is my first time
buying a chinese book
ask the author for an autograph
took a picture with him
part of what i did was because i like what he did on stage
and the other part was that him being gay
because he reminds me of a gay friend of mine
there was a little misunderstanding between us
but it seems all went back to normal now
getting him this book is to show that our friendship is well
not trying to make things complicated
but a way of saying we are still friends
whadabout me
straight as hell

me and the dude 欧阳

the longest journey from klcc to ss2

working partime at klcc as cameraman's assistant
there is a book expo
organize by popular i think
went there by bus and lrt
nothing much to do
just follow the cameraman wherever he goes
get him things when he needs it
look after the camera when he is not around
can walk around and read some books if there is nothing to do
the transport minister datuk seri ong tee keat was there to launch the expo
after the launch
there is a little press conference
the press was surrounding the minister
then they start to ask some serious questions
out of a sudden
one of the journalist's phone goes
i know you want me want me
you know i want cha want cha
i know you want me
you know i want cha want cha
everyone was looking at him
damn funny
right after my lunch
start to feel a little dizzy
then the migraine struck me suddenly
it got worse
the headache was intense
makes me feel like puking
so i went to the toilet
walking as fast as possible
once i shut the door
there goes my bali chicken rice in the toilet bowl
stayed there for almost an hour
afraid that i might vomit again once i got out
so i waited for it to settle
went back right away
while nicholas teo was still singing
second time i'm having this
the first happened at home
considered lucky i guess
because this time i have to bear it with me
from klcc back to ss2
the walk from the convention centre to the lrt station was crazy
trying to hold the urge to vomit along the way
acting normal so that people won't think that have h1n1
haha
when i was in the lrt
the air condition wasn't helping me
i was shivering
headache
feeling nauseating
felt like getting off the train every time it stops
to use the toilet
but some how manage to hold on to it
planned to take the bus
but not sure that i can hold on any longer so i took the cab
"a cik ss2"
while the cab started to move
i took out a plastic bag
started to puke
not much to puke anymore
cause most of it was in klcc already
haha
sitting right at the corner
avoiding the driver's rear mirror
so that he can't see what i was doing in his car
afraid that he might kick me out thinking i was having swine flu
"ss2 mana"
i was puking half way while he ask
with a little vomit in my mouth
"bor grroonng sga ngra"
"mana"
"pbor gkong"
which i meant poh kong
haha
at last i make it back home
got some rest
feeling much better
going back there tomorrow again
for 10 days straight
hopefully tomorrow i won't go vomiting again
a whadabout day
with a stupid whadabout migraine

lasam

we are lucky to have resources
but one day the resources will go dry
we are damn unlucky to have greedy baby-kissers
but when will be the day they stop to greed
when do we have the chance to see they stop their selfish actions
claiming what is ours as their own
enjoying what we all should be enjoying together
all by themselves
selfish thoughts
what about the future that awaits our children
and the children of their children
i doubt that they don't have the knowledge about it
they just don't give a damn about it
they tells you they are on your side
they help you in many ways
so they must be helping you
of course you will be standing on their side
hoping that they keep supporting you
giving what you need
what you want
of course there is nothing wrong with that
but are they really helping you for your sake
or for their own sake
while they are giving you a hand
are they supporting you or spoiling you
you are being used
merely a pawn to them
standing on their side
fighting for them
what they did was by giving you a little benefit
and they get to suck everything into their own pockets
guess what
they didn't even count you in
and whadabout G O D from their mouth
who gives a damn about it
do they
is about fcuking control
wake up