29 boring things

today is the 29th day working in bertcomm
at last i finish upgrading the company website
felt kind of free in the office after uploading the web file
ate something sucky today
bought this new shampoo damn 香
went klcc today and got a 可爱到的 bag back
no more picture taking lately
it seems my loan is flowing away
tomorrow need to send report again
feeling damn boring

haha

can't even type out all 29 things

haha

whadabout that

boring weekends

since i started my internship

i start to feel that saturday and sunday are damn boring days

don't know what to do for that two days

maybe is because i haven't get my loan yet

haha

maybe that is why

but still feel boring even with the loan

maybe because don't know where to go

but today went to time square lowyat kl plaza lot10 and ate nando's in pavilion

before that watch the hulk in time square

was damn tiring the whole day

walk here and there until my leg kind of hurts

there goes another day

time passes by so fast

heard a lot about other classmates' internship experience

some got to rest a week because the boss went for holiday

some have ps3 wii in the office and can play anytime

some got to meet celebrities

some say they can learn a lot from that company

some got the chance to learn what they want to learn

and lots more good stuff can be heard

but for some they just got unlucky meeting funny bosses

funny as in doing funny funny stuff that will make you feel stress

haha

some went to companies that are not so related to the field they studied

some just receive too much work from the bosses

or maybe is not that much just that we think is too much

maybe i don't know how stress or how much work really some of the classmates dealing with

i was just thinking

if i feel pressured or stress while doing the work was given to me

and i just feel very damn stress and i think that this is too much for me

is this boss crazy or something

or the boss just wants to throw stuff at me

maybe is just that i'm not well equipped

maybe is just that i'm so suck in doing things

maybe i'm good but just that i'm not good enough

maybe is all because of this that makes me feel the pressure and stress

this is a chance for me to learn

learn to be better

learn to be tougher

learn to be independent

learn new things that i never learn before

and even learn to learn

this is a chance for us to catch up

learning to do something that we have never done before

we should be grateful

we should feel lucky

we had a chance to learn

whadabout we learn all the things we can

no matter if is related to what we have studied

no matter how tiny it is

because maybe one day it might help us get through a big obstacle

so we learn

learn as much as we can

then we share it when we meet again

boy i'm so looking forward to that day

when we talk crap

maybe is not just crap

is the experience and things we learned

the things we been through

we share

we crap

we learn more

we excel

dua puluh satu

whadabout whadabout

a score of days

nothing special today

still another day with gossips

work

jokes

whadabout

haha

day 19

not much to do in the morning
but more things came in around evening
another fun day
whadabout that

18

there are work to do

there are stories to listen to

there are jokes to laugh at

so much that when i sit here right in front of my laptop i can't recall the details

haha

just feel that is not a day i wasted

but a day i spend doing something and learning new things

joking around and having fun

whadabout you guys

story time

a lot to hear about today

gossip here and there

sometimes i feel that is what keeps us monkeys happy and entertain all this while

i'm sure you know girls are damn busybody right

haha

and girls know it themselves also

during and after or even before office hours we have this radio turn on

you can hear interesting stories anytime

actually is kind of good to know what is going on around you

we have to be alert

so that we won't get yourselves into trouble

today we worked quite late

we reached home around midnight after our dinner

another whadabout day

don't paiseh and straight forward

if you have anything in mind

say it

express it

gong chut lai

don't be shy

don't be paiseh

or you'll rugi

that is what my boss says

that is what my parents say

that is what people who knows being paiseh will get yourself rugi say

sometimes it depends

still you have to be a little bit paiseh

so that you don't go over the line

during this three weeks

i got shot i got praised

i heard

that is terrible

not nice

that is not what i want

that doesn't look professional

good job

very nice

looks better

great job

you did good

and so on

he was damn straight forward

and i like it

although i might feel unhappy because he turn down the stuff that i do

but still i am glad that he tell me straight away what he wants

so i can get it right

right away

without going round in circles

round and round round and round

i have seen some that are not that good in accepting comments

they are good and they know their stuff

just that we have to accept comments and advices

to improve our ideas and designs

make it better

no one is perfect

what we squeeze out from our head may not be the best

but might be something that with a little improvement will become something even better

might become something that will blow peoples' minds

so whadabout we just listen to what people have to say

and give ourselves a chance to improve

hope that going though this internship

all will find a way

come on people

lets save our own arses

two monkeys missing went out dating haha and last few scenes are for monkeybro

eat sleep eat sleep

damn tired last nite

went to bed right away after my dinner

but don't know why i'am so tired

feels good when it is weekend

but sometimes feel boring because nothing much to do

sitting right in front of the laptop again

starring at the screen

thinking what to do

thinking thinking thinking

then i called piggy

find out hows she doing

then i lie on my bed while i was calling

after the chat

i felt that my bed was so comfortable

damn

whadabout having a nice nap then

since i don't what to do that time

wow

that was hell of a nap

until it wasn't a nap anymore

i slept for hours

actually i have things to do when i said i have nothing much to do

just haven't got any idea for it

one day almost gone after the nap

haha

looking forward to work

new things to be learned new experience

one monkey missing

13 my lucky number

nothing special actually

just another day at work

whadabout

but still a happy day

haha

day before 13

whadabout whadabout

no pics today

trying to explore the website and upgrade it the whole day
glad that is almost done
maybe not almost i guess
haha
today's weather was freezing
damn cold
with full blast air conditioning
i was still kind of shivering even with my sweater on

another so so day

and whadabout whadabout

so so ten

whadabout

pangsai so damn song

pangsai is a wonderful thing

it can be annoying when you don't have time for it

it can be so damn euphoric when the shit comes out

but sometimes it can be painful if the feces is so like stone

haha

even before all this happens

it can be either painful or just plain uncomfortable

life can sometimes be like that

you have to go through something uncomfortable

something that irritates you

something that you have to bear with it

something that you won't expect

you have to bear with the stomach ache while you look for a toilet

before you get to release them and get to relax yourself

free from the shit

haha

but one thing we have to bear in mind

is that even we bear with that pain before

no matter how unbearable it is

no matter how much you sacrifice

in the end you might not get what you want

in the end you might have constipation

in the end you might get the burning feeling

haha

but does that mean you don't pangsai anymore

does that mean you stop what humans normally do

no you don't

you still pangsai

you still go for number two

you still crap

whadabout we just bear with it

less complain

and see what happens then