boring weekends

since i started my internship

i start to feel that saturday and sunday are damn boring days

don't know what to do for that two days

maybe is because i haven't get my loan yet

haha

maybe that is why

but still feel boring even with the loan

maybe because don't know where to go

but today went to time square lowyat kl plaza lot10 and ate nando's in pavilion

before that watch the hulk in time square

was damn tiring the whole day

walk here and there until my leg kind of hurts

there goes another day

time passes by so fast

heard a lot about other classmates' internship experience

some got to rest a week because the boss went for holiday

some have ps3 wii in the office and can play anytime

some got to meet celebrities

some say they can learn a lot from that company

some got the chance to learn what they want to learn

and lots more good stuff can be heard

but for some they just got unlucky meeting funny bosses

funny as in doing funny funny stuff that will make you feel stress

haha

some went to companies that are not so related to the field they studied

some just receive too much work from the bosses

or maybe is not that much just that we think is too much

maybe i don't know how stress or how much work really some of the classmates dealing with

i was just thinking

if i feel pressured or stress while doing the work was given to me

and i just feel very damn stress and i think that this is too much for me

is this boss crazy or something

or the boss just wants to throw stuff at me

maybe is just that i'm not well equipped

maybe is just that i'm so suck in doing things

maybe i'm good but just that i'm not good enough

maybe is all because of this that makes me feel the pressure and stress

this is a chance for me to learn

learn to be better

learn to be tougher

learn to be independent

learn new things that i never learn before

and even learn to learn

this is a chance for us to catch up

learning to do something that we have never done before

we should be grateful

we should feel lucky

we had a chance to learn

whadabout we learn all the things we can

no matter if is related to what we have studied

no matter how tiny it is

because maybe one day it might help us get through a big obstacle

so we learn

learn as much as we can

then we share it when we meet again

boy i'm so looking forward to that day

when we talk crap

maybe is not just crap

is the experience and things we learned

the things we been through

we share

we crap

we learn more

we excel